I want to say something honest before I say anything about the readings.
Some people will choose to hurt you for doing the right thing. Not because you did it wrong. Not because you were unkind or careless or out of line. Because you did it at all. Because you showed up, said the true thing, held the door open for someone they wanted to see kept out, refused to be quiet when quiet was the easier and safer choice.
This community knows that. Some of you have paid that price with relationships, with family, with jobs, with safety. Some of you have been hurt by the very institutions that should have protected you. Some of you are sitting in this community right now because another community decided that standing up for you was not worth the cost.
And the question this Sunday’s readings sit inside is the same question every person who has ever paid that price eventually has to answer: what do you do now?
Do you stop going?
Do you decide that the cost is too high and the world is what it is and the better choice is to keep your head down and your convictions private?
Or do you keep going?
“And behold, I am with you always, even until the consummation of the age.” (Matthew 28:20, CPDV)
Jesus says those words at the end of Matthew’s Gospel, and they are the last words he speaks in that book. They are the final note. Not a strategy. Not a guarantee that it will go well. A presence. I am with you. Always. To the end.
That is what we are preaching about this Sunday.
Ascension Sunday and the Word SENT
This Sunday is the Ascension of the Lord, and we are in week seven of nine in our Easter series, What the Spirit Builds. The word this week is SENT.
The disciples have just watched Jesus ascend into heaven. They are standing on a mountain in Galilee, staring up at the sky. And two figures in white appear beside them and ask a question that has always struck me as simultaneously gentle and urgent: men of Galilee, why do you stand here looking up toward heaven?
The question is not a rebuke. It is a redirection. Jesus is coming back, yes. But that is not the assignment right now. The assignment was given forty days ago on this same mountain in the most direct and least equivocal terms in the entire New Testament: go forth and instruct all nations.
All nations. Not the convenient ones. Not the ones that will receive you warmly. All of them. Including the ones that push back. Including the ones that will choose to hurt you for coming.
Being sent is not the same as being welcomed. Philip went to Samaria, last week’s text, and there was great gladness in that city. But Philip also eventually left Samaria because the work moved him forward. The disciples went to Jerusalem and were arrested and beaten for what they preached. Paul was shipwrecked and imprisoned and finally executed. Being sent into all nations comes with the full knowledge that all nations includes the ones that will not thank you for it.
Jesus does not pretend otherwise. He does not promise that going will be safe or comfortable or universally appreciated. He promises something different: I am with you always.
When People Choose to Hurt You
I want to sit with something that I think the Church does not say clearly enough.
There is a specific kind of pain that comes from being hurt by people who know exactly what they are doing. Not the pain of misunderstanding, where someone acts badly because they do not know any better and the relationship can be repaired once clarity arrives. The pain of deliberate harm. The pain of someone who looks at what you are doing, understands it, and decides to damage it anyway. Decides to damage you.
That happens to communities that stand for the things we stand for. It happens to individuals who speak up for immigrants when the room does not want to hear it. It happens to people who refuse to stay quiet about queer dignity when silence would have been rewarded. It happens to pastors and deacons and lay leaders who say the thing from the pulpit that some people in the pew are paying good money to make sure never gets said. It happens to anyone who gets in the way of the thief who came to steal and slaughter and destroy.
And the damage is real. People get hurt. Relationships end. Communities fracture. Leaders burn out. The harm is not hypothetical.
I am not going to tell you that the pain does not count or that you should not feel it. It counts. You should feel it. The disciples felt it. Paul felt it. Jesus himself felt it — most acutely in the garden, on the night he asked whether the cup could pass, when the people who should have stood with him were asleep three feet away.
What the resurrection says is not that the harm did not happen. The resurrection says that the harm is not the last word.
Above Every Name That Is Given
Paul’s letter to the Ephesians, our second reading this Sunday, gives the Ascension its full political weight. He describes the risen and ascended Christ as seated at the right hand of the Father, above every principality and power and virtue and dominion, and above every name that is given, not only in this age, but even in the future age.
Every name that is given. In Paul’s context that meant Caesar. It meant the imperial powers that had the legal and military authority to determine who lived and who died, who was free and who was enslaved, who belonged and who was expelled.
In our context it means every name that currently functions with that kind of authority. Every system, every institution, every individual who has decided that their power to harm you is the last word about your life and your work and your community.
It is not.
This is not wishful thinking. This is not the theological version of keeping your chin up. This is the specific claim of the Christian faith: the one who was executed by the most powerful empire the ancient world had ever produced was raised from the dead and is now seated above that empire and every empire that has come since and every empire that will come after. The powers that hurt you are not the powers that have the final say.
That does not make the hurt less real. But it does mean that the hurt is not the reason to stop.
Keep Going
The reason to stop staring at the sky and go is not that going will be easy. It is that the one who sent you is with you.
I have been thinking a lot this week about what it means to keep going when keeping going costs something. When the people who were supposed to support you have chosen not to. When the institutional structures that should have provided cover have instead provided obstacles. When doing the right thing has made you a target rather than a hero.
Here is what I have come to: the commission does not have a clause that suspends it when the conditions are hard. Jesus did not say go forth and instruct all nations when it is convenient and safe and the social climate is favorable. He said go forth and instruct all nations. Full stop. And then: I am with you always.
That always is doing a lot of work. It means in the moments when the room goes cold. It means in the moments when the people who said they would stand with you have quietly left. It means in the weeks when the personal cost of this work is higher than you budgeted for and you are genuinely not sure you have what it takes to keep going.
It means in those moments too. Maybe especially in those moments.
What the Spirit is building in this community is not a comfortable gathering of like-minded people who have found a pleasant place to sit together on Sunday mornings. It is something that costs something. A community of people who have been sent, who know they have been sent, who are finding out week by week what it costs to go where they have been sent, and who are choosing to go anyway because the one who sent them is with them.
That is what Ascension Sunday is about. The disciples got off the mountain. They went back to Jerusalem. They gathered in an upper room and they waited and they prayed together for ten days. And at the end of those ten days, the fire fell.
We are not there yet. We are on the mountain, receiving the commission, hearing the question: why are you standing here looking up?
There is work to do. People to find. A community to build. A booth to set up at a Pride festival. Blessing Bags to fill. A book to read together. A table to keep setting.
The commission stands. The presence holds. The one who sent us has not changed his mind.
Keep going.
Pax et Bonum,
Bishop Greer